Thursday, November 26, 2020

This and That

 

At Bodega with Scott

Last night when the blog was emailed to subscribers, I received my copy, and noticed two of the posts were missing from that day. I don't know why. And at this point I don't know how to fix it or have the energy to figure it out. So, if you don't want to miss a post, you might want to visit the blog direct too.

I am receiving so many beautiful letters from you.  I love when you share your thoughts and stories with me. Yesterday, I received a letter that ended with "Be Safe, May the Force Be With You". The email gave me the chills. Star Wars was my all time favorite when I was a kid. I remember standing at the Coronet Theatre in San Francisco, in line for hours, to see it.  Last night, I was crying, wanting Scott to be here with me, and after the tears stopped rolling down my face and I could breathe again, I watched Star Wars. The good feelings carried me through the night. My personal email if you would like to write to me is janettravelshere@gmail.com

Comments on the blog are welcome too. Any nasty or antagonistic comments are immediately deleted. I don't go there at all. This is a safe and welcome place for everyone except people who need to self check and figure out what this life is all about, it's not a place to shed negativity.  

The blog is free. And always will be free. I do accept donations via Pay Pal. There are two donation buttons on the blog, one on top of the front page, and the other linked to my profile on the bottom of the page. If you do not like pay pal or don't want to use it, you are welcome to email me at janettravelshere@gmail.com for alternative ways to donate. 

Please share the blog and my writing if you feel it is worthy. I am not on any social media or email platforms. I post here, that's all.

Moving forward, my life is taking a dramatic turn since losing Scott. I have lived a good long life with so many blessings and gifts. Everything I have wanted for myself, I have been blessed to create and receive. The rest of my life will be dedicated to service in Scott's honor. I don't have much. I don't need much. I live a very simple life. The money from my writing, this blog will support me along with small jobs I can work to be of service along the way. I am fifty five years old returning to our nomadic lifestyle. This time, I will be traveling focusing my time and energy serving nature, animals and people through out the world.

Through out our life together,  I teased Scott. "If you leave me, I will shave my head, grow my hair out silver, turn into Pema Chodron, and go to a monastery".

A month before Scott died, it was a hot day, and unbearable, I cut off most of my hair, Scott cut the rest off with a pair of his gardening shears.

We didn't know, my teasing him, would actually turn into reality. 

I am being guided to my next journey, it may be a monastery, an application has been sent. I will still write on this blog everyday where ever I go. Scott asked me to never delete this blog when I started this new one. I promised him I would not ever delete it again.   I don't know if the monastery will accept my application. If they do, I will be there for three months. I don't plan on staying any one place for longer than that on my journey.  If the monastery doesn't accept me, I have no worries, I know the next stop will be revealed in time. 

Your donations will help me cover the expenses I need to get to where I need to go and cover my living expenses along the way and will support my dedication to telling my story, Scott's story, and those I meet as the road wanders in this life.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. For being here. 



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