It's okay.Go to Sonoma.Rest.Walk.Write.
An answer will come to you.
I am one to always try to make things happen. I was always the one trying to push things along. Scott would stop me in the midst of trying to force things. He would tell me to just let it go, enjoy what is, and it will all unfold as it needs to.
So here I am, trying my hardest not to make something happen. And yet things are happening, I am heading to Sonoma to rest, walk, write and wait for the answer.